ALMOST

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

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不想面对现实。。。
就让我像鸵鸟一样逃避好了。。。
六天。。。
六天怎么咻一声都没有就那么过去了？！》。《


离家才一个月，
就得到回家的机会，
于是我牢牢抓着这次机会，
甚至不想回去了，
就像我上次不想离开时那样的挣扎着。。。


我知道人该努力向前走，
可我还是放不下过去的美好。。。
不由自主的频频拿来比较。。。
使我对现在的美好视而不见。。。
错过现在的美好。。。
但是，
我仍旧无法说服自己好好享受现在的生活。。。


现在我宁可回到一个星期前，
还没有回到家乡之前。。。
那时的我很快乐很开心很兴奋。。。
不管做什么事都充满干劲。。。
因为那时的我知道我很快就能回到我最爱的地方，
我最爱的人身边。。。
我现在终于深切感受到有目标是多么重要，
多么鼓舞人心了。。。
下一次回家将会是3个月后甚至更久。。。
试问我该怎么撑下去？
谁能/什么能成为我的动力？


接下来的几个月，
请让我顺顺利利吧！！！